so i've been sick for a month now, and god it sucks .. . can't really walk, can barely concentrate, feelingl ike shit, numb and cold and all i can do is just laugh and smile ... . people around me are more worried than i am .. . but i can't be all depressed just cause i'm sick, shit happens, what am i gonna do, i either could sulk or just fucking deal and move on and live with this stupid condition that i have.. . so i just deal and move on .. .